image

image —n. 1 representation of an object, e.g. a statue. 2 reputation or persona of a person, company, etc. 3 appearance as seen in a mirror or through a lens. 4 mental picture or idea. 5 simile or metaphor. —v. (-ging) 1 make an image of; portray. 2 reflect, mirror. 3 describe or imagine vividly.  be the image of be or look exactly like. [Latin imago imagin-]

That is what i get from oxford pocket dictionary.

Image, i take it as i am, who i’m supposed to be, let other to take their own perception, anyway, sometimes i don’t give a damn, i’m who i am whatever you think, does it mind me ? no at all,..

judgement didn’t come from pure thought, if anyone says contrary i could assume it’s only BS, judgement is taken from the past,

so i ask, didn’t someone have their own past?

as i read the dictionary , image mean reputation, mental picture. so, couldn’t it be change ?? some will answer it depends, depends on what ?? on whose standards ? on which standards?? on whose policy?? on whose judgement? who have the right for taking evaluation?? the judge? board of value ??

and i laugh. everyone has their image on their own , has the right to judge, has the right to have an opinion..

so what’s bother, huh..

what an egoistic writing , don’t i think so…

 

ask the people in the past

if they are still alive, and they’re all my friends, would have a place to ask, i would ask them questions .about their dream, how they face it, how they chase it and how they achieve it,

My compliment!!, i hope i can learn something from your trail of work and achievement

 

and it sailed

Haul the anchor!! engine at one third, heading north 026, sound the alarm. Aye captain!!!

and it sailed toward north, diesel engine wuffled, facing the cold wind, leaving the dock, crew waving their hand, hat, flag,

and the journey starts at 6.00 am on sunday, right before dusk, before sun to rise

 

care..

for what i feel, the more i care more vulnerable i am, more weaker i’m for what i feel.

all of sudden, (it’s a little bit hyperbolic) , my google reader told me, there’s a new subscription on quotes of the day, i opened it, and i read it, it says,

The more you care, the stronger you can be..

–Jim Rohn–

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i was thinking “oh really jim ?? , you must be dazzled when you wrote those sentence,”, heu..

anyway, after reading what you’ve already written, i wish i could be more stronger with the more i care

 

believing.

an old saying,

seeing is believing

i think it’s true, we can easily believe in something when we see it. It’s undisputed fact by looking with our own eyes,.

But, for a certain matters, there is something i need to complete my believing things, i need to hear. and then..

hearing is believing

it’s satisfying though , and then it’s up to my mind heart to decide

 

anger..

people do ask me , “are you angry?”, question they’ve been put because of my look, or my attiude maybe.

honestly, it’s just a weary expression. and when it comes up it’ll affect my look, and morose arise to the surface.

when anger emerge in me it have to need a specific reason, and it’s very specific, since being sensitive, disappointment is turn up  often occur to me.

what about anger, well it’s better to forget it as soon as posible, anger will only last for few moment, not more than a days,

for what i fear the most is hatred, i think it’s a very dangerous side effect of anger. i wish i didn’t, i don’t, i won’t hate someone for a reason and vice versa.

anger, hmmm,.. i think i’ve enough living by it

 

counting..

one, it’s just a beginning

two, things are lumped,

three, starts to confusing

four, you can hide, but you can’t run

five, face and die with it, hahahaha!!

 

relieving..

the one most thing relieving is having an answer for my question, answer after answer for every curiosity that comes up. in fact, if possible, all i want to do is taking first chance to ask, to get answers.

Getting answers is so relieving, heu!!!

and everyday here they comes so many questions to face.

 

positive thinking

it is just like an old anonymous saying (actually i’m just make it up, hehehe), “too much think will kill you“, in an understanding that will kill in form of perspective or point of view.

when i was thinking something imaginary or musing things, it was emerging so many assumption which its truth still could be such a hesitation and implicating my anxiety at its highest level.

Positive thinking, becoming solution, it’s something i have to do (so many times i’ve been through this, but it always happen all over again), to avoid (again) unnecessary and (for what i think after) useless thought that quite apprehensive.

 

think…

the best way to think,

is not to think it at all