new computer..

new computer,, well.. it isnt new, brand new computer when i looked at it. I just got it from the IT department, because it’s my right , note : it’s every new employee right.

The IT department, they have some kind of list of name from A-to-Z for about 30 people, and today is  my turn when my name showed up.

when i touched it., it felt like back to the 90’s.. yup.. the 90’s..

the monitor :  it’s AcerView 34T UVGA 15″, i’m not really sure if the factory still fabricate this monitor. with analog controller for contrast and brightness

the mouse : it’s Logitech with rollerball instead of optical mouse.

the cpu : it’s P4 1.8 Hz, Vtech 486DX-series, 512 MB RAM.

it’s the state of the art of computer, (of course in the 90’s,..hahaha)

and for this time being i should say it’s old school,  retro maybe, classic…yet i like it, because starting tommorow i dont have to carry the weight of my (soon to be old school laptop),  my back is going to be free, and my laptop shall be resting for a moment (i ussually turn it on for almost 24 hours).

 

it’s been a while..

wow.. it almost 8 months since i posted my poem. it’s been a while.. where have i been ?? so many events i’ve been through and none to share.. hohoho… but then i said “i’ve written it in Bahasa, in my other blog”

we’ll writing in english requires extra energy, it means more vitamin, milk and of course biscuit writing in english more likely a sport.

hmmm.. i think for this time i just write another poem.

time of past
one’s journey, one’s experience
one’s teacher
time of present
made of past who we are
made of experience what we do
it’s been a while, since i left the seconds
it’s been a while, since i left the minutes and hours
changes has come
today is dream of past,
for who i become,
for what will i be
time of future
none can tell, none can predict
another journey and experience
best is a must

 

Will..

and now actual poem that i’ve written in english,

I’ve done what should I’ve done
Reduction to my thought
One hope to right way
Right way to let go
So hard to
But have to
One thing in mind hard to forget
But life that I got
My life.
The time won’t stop
So is life
Life goes on
I have life, my own life
I have dream, my own dream
I have will, my own will
It doesn’t matter anymore
i have my will,
my own free will

(March 20th,  2004,)

 

tears of goodbye.

i have written this poem long time ago, and wrote it in Bahasa, i was thinking to translate it to English, and so i tried,.. and this is one of the poem.

tears of goodbye has dropped
memories are flashing
a moment become eternal
will it still be our story?
could it without tears
when i greet you

There’s time to say goodbye
parting soon be reality
without opportunity
it isnt the end
it’s only beginning
when we’re parting

when time goes by
wipe away the tears

waiting for the sun to rise
make your seeing and hearing

i’ll be back,,i’ll be back

with a change

(Cimahi, March 22nd 2004)

 

and it sailed

Haul the anchor!! engine at one third, heading north 026, sound the alarm. Aye captain!!!

and it sailed toward north, diesel engine wuffled, facing the cold wind, leaving the dock, crew waving their hand, hat, flag,

and the journey starts at 6.00 am on sunday, right before dusk, before sun to rise