it’s been a while..

wow.. it almost 8 months since i posted my poem. it’s been a while.. where have i been ?? so many events i’ve been through and none to share.. hohoho… but then i said “i’ve written it in Bahasa, in my other blog”

we’ll writing in english requires extra energy, it means more vitamin, milk and of course biscuit writing in english more likely a sport.

hmmm.. i think for this time i just write another poem.

time of past
one’s journey, one’s experience
one’s teacher
time of present
made of past who we are
made of experience what we do
it’s been a while, since i left the seconds
it’s been a while, since i left the minutes and hours
changes has come
today is dream of past,
for who i become,
for what will i be
time of future
none can tell, none can predict
another journey and experience
best is a must

 

Will..

and now actual poem that i’ve written in english,

I’ve done what should I’ve done
Reduction to my thought
One hope to right way
Right way to let go
So hard to
But have to
One thing in mind hard to forget
But life that I got
My life.
The time won’t stop
So is life
Life goes on
I have life, my own life
I have dream, my own dream
I have will, my own will
It doesn’t matter anymore
i have my will,
my own free will

(March 20th,  2004,)

 

tears of goodbye.

i have written this poem long time ago, and wrote it in Bahasa, i was thinking to translate it to English, and so i tried,.. and this is one of the poem.

tears of goodbye has dropped
memories are flashing
a moment become eternal
will it still be our story?
could it without tears
when i greet you

There’s time to say goodbye
parting soon be reality
without opportunity
it isnt the end
it’s only beginning
when we’re parting

when time goes by
wipe away the tears

waiting for the sun to rise
make your seeing and hearing

i’ll be back,,i’ll be back

with a change

(Cimahi, March 22nd 2004)

 

ask the people in the past

if they are still alive, and they’re all my friends, would have a place to ask, i would ask them questions .about their dream, how they face it, how they chase it and how they achieve it,

My compliment!!, i hope i can learn something from your trail of work and achievement

 

care..

for what i feel, the more i care more vulnerable i am, more weaker i’m for what i feel.

all of sudden, (it’s a little bit hyperbolic) , my google reader told me, there’s a new subscription on quotes of the day, i opened it, and i read it, it says,

The more you care, the stronger you can be..

–Jim Rohn–

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i was thinking “oh really jim ?? , you must be dazzled when you wrote those sentence,”, heu..

anyway, after reading what you’ve already written, i wish i could be more stronger with the more i care

 

believing.

an old saying,

seeing is believing

i think it’s true, we can easily believe in something when we see it. It’s undisputed fact by looking with our own eyes,.

But, for a certain matters, there is something i need to complete my believing things, i need to hear. and then..

hearing is believing

it’s satisfying though , and then it’s up to my mind heart to decide

 

anger..

people do ask me , “are you angry?”, question they’ve been put because of my look, or my attiude maybe.

honestly, it’s just a weary expression. and when it comes up it’ll affect my look, and morose arise to the surface.

when anger emerge in me it have to need a specific reason, and it’s very specific, since being sensitive, disappointment is turn up  often occur to me.

what about anger, well it’s better to forget it as soon as posible, anger will only last for few moment, not more than a days,

for what i fear the most is hatred, i think it’s a very dangerous side effect of anger. i wish i didn’t, i don’t, i won’t hate someone for a reason and vice versa.

anger, hmmm,.. i think i’ve enough living by it

 

counting..

one, it’s just a beginning

two, things are lumped,

three, starts to confusing

four, you can hide, but you can’t run

five, face and die with it, hahahaha!!