when someone asked me an important questions,
i just cant get it out of my head that easily, it stuck in there, round around, finding best possibilities, to overcome with.
my answers usually come with “it’s okay”, but i turns to be not okay.. it’s not okay, i can’t get rid of it out of my thought, it shadowing me, making me vulnerable, making me tremble, what if it really happening, the consequences is inevitable. Remorse and despondensy, arise to the surface.
telling it to someone isnt helping that much,… it just adding the tension to the table. Somehow it’s relieving though. (for temporary)
i cant stop it , neither can i slow it down, it flows, without realizing the direction of it,
is it a normal flow,?? or pressurized flow?
i cant overcome it, it is very far from what i’ve said, it’s so far.
can i stand it ?? can i get through it ? can i ?
February 3, 2009 at 9:26 pm
u are such a guy that can use another language in away that can make me feel that I am reading it in my own…
I think nothing lasts forewer so u will think one thing and when u have enough time it will be replaced by an act or a change in ur view or it just vanishes…
questions are like persons or I believe that if there were no people there were no question or the problem is “me” if I do not see that sun every morning how can I feel the questions in my mind…
February 3, 2009 at 9:28 pm
so maybe the more we live the more we face questions
so question means existing
February 4, 2009 at 12:40 am
@vildan : yes, you’re right , i’m definitely agree with you, things are replaced by other things, questions over answers,, another questions after another answers,
life ia questions itself..
in time, answers and questions is going to make us a better person.. !!