It’s not me who started this,

The inscrutable has played its role upon my sense.

I can’t avoid it nor face it, in a matter of costumary.

I kept walking on a shade, thinking what to do next on a coming full moon.

My endeavor is just cloaking myself in another vague of demeanor.

It’s between a clear desire and hesitation.

My wish is to reach your acceptance of my existence by any chance or by any mean,

Believe me, it’s not a self compulsion it’s an expectation of departing to utopía .